The Sass is 12. I repeat, The Sass is TWELVE.
Another June 10th has arrived.
Another sappy birthday post.
I almost didn't write this because it's more for me than anyone else. But, I'm reminded of the first time Jack and Emma discovered this blog and had the memories to look back on so here we are.
Sara is 12. Such a bizarre thing to say. Time stands still for no one.
Sara, my sweet and sassy girl. My friend. My love. My baby girl. The girly-girl, fashionista who does makeup better than I do. The girl who sings from sun up to sundown. The girl who loves so big, with her entire heart and soul.
Sass (so appropriately nicknamed) is a few days away from completing her first year of middle school. It has NOT been easy for her to get used to. Middle school sucks (it always has) and I'm hopeful that 7th grade (ew) will be easier and that she finds her footing. My social butterfly has had a really rough year socially, so my wish for her is that she finds "her people".
The story of Sara and Jack remains so confusingly frustrating. The older they get, the snippier they get with each other. I know there is love there, I can see it, but I just wish I knew how to change it. But, I guess they need to work it out themselves. I will say that the moments where they are laughing and getting along are some of my favorite snippets of time.
Sara and Alex continue to be oil and water one second and bestfriendsforever the next. They are the human equivalent of whiplash. Holy. Moly. They crack me up, though and their relationship, no matter how bizarre, makes me smile.
Sara and Em. I've never seen two more different sisters. But, they reached the point where they depend on each other and Emma has stepped into the supportive older sister role so amazingly. They can be summed up by Sara's quote, " Emma and I have a bond that will never be broken." There isn't anything else to add to that because it's perfect.
Sara and her "Papa" are still thick as thieves. They've always had such a special relationship and that remains true to this day.
Sara is my mini me. I know I've said this before, but as she gets older it becomes more and more apparent. She's the kid my mom was talking about when she said "I hope one day you'll have a kid just like you." Sass keeps me on my toes. She tests me, boy does she test me. She's probably the most difficult at this age. (We will see where Number 4 ends up on the list when he is this age.) But, she's a love. My friend. We have an amazing bond that I'm so thankful for. She's my concert buddy, my fashion guru, and my tiktok partner and I'm so grateful that I have a Sass in my life.
So, dearest Sara, I leave you with these words. Always remember that not everyone deserves a spot at the table of Sara. The people who deserve to be there will earn their spot. You are a special young lady with such a huge heart and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Your smile lights up a room. You are kind and wise and a good person. Don't EVER dull your shine, my girl. And ALWAYS remember that B.A. S. !!! The world is truly a better place because you are in it.
I love you, Sara Grace. I hope 12 is an amazing year for you.
And as always: I thank you for choosing me To come through unto life to be A beautiful reflection of His grace See I know that a gift so great Is only one God could create And I'm reminded every time I see your face
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